Have you ever met someone and started to fall for them almost immediately? or maybe i started falling before i even met you who the hell knows. Anyways have you ever started liking someone who liked someone else? its literally the worst feeling in the world. It physically hurts when i hear you talk about her. because shes probably perfect and everything im not. shes prettier than me and smarter than me and more fun to be with than me. but ill stick it out. ill stay your friend even though its killing me inside because i just want to hold on to the hope that one day youll see me standing in front of you and realize that im the one person who has and will always be here for you. i havent known you that long i guess… like we dont hang out or anything and we dont talk much but every time i see you i just feel so nervous and stupid and giggly and weird and you make me do all this crazy shit. i hate boys sometimes and how they make me all confused and sad and happy and angry on the inside